Excerpt:
...'The religious and the macabre are a big part of
my personality,' Nick Blinko said, adding wryly '...there
wouldn't be much left without them.' Not all the faces
in Blinko's fantastically intricate confrontations with
his own demons are malignant: among the skulls, imps,
fractured dolls, leather-clad foetuses, oranges that
might be little suns (- branded with the cross), idols,
mushroom-beings, phalluses...there are ironic faces,
mischievous things. There is more than a hint of humour
in Blinko's conversation, too. He is affable and articulate
and responds politely to the questions from the interviewer,
but when the tapes of the conversations (two of them,
almost a year apart) are re-played, two things are evident.
He ís holding back. The 35 year-old talks readily
enough of producing pictures all his life, from the
coats-of-arms he designed for his dolls through the
'Tudor Asylum drawn in white ink on black paper when
he was nine or ten, and his copies of Nicholas Hilliard's
Elizabethan miniatures one year later, to the wholly
original masterworks dating from the mid -1980s which
came about after months of working four to eight hours
a day, sitting cross-legged on a bed in a state of hypnotic
concentrated melancholia (his parents coming and going;
'Oh Look, he's done another inch!'), astonished at his
own virtuosity; 'I got into it as a viewer as well as
a producer.
As the paper fills up, you, the artist, are intrigued.'
Sitting for days on end, balancing the drawing board
across his knees, using the finest of pens, obsessively
conjuring the most intricate, unedited patterns into
existence, he thought at times that, like Bodhidharma
the founder of Zen, his legs would just wither away
beneath him. He admits suicide attempts. The first at
the age of eighteen; 'There were triggers. I was reading
Diane Arbus' autobiography and I was reading Krishnamurti
and Aldous Huxley's Doors of Perception at the same
time - alternately, one sentence from each.' And again
at twenty-six ; '... an immense frustration with the
art drove me to it. I couldn't get my concentration.
I planned to hire a place in London and have an exhibition
of my pictures to explain why I was taking my life.'
In fact an exhibition at the National Schizophrenia
Fellowship in 1994 first brought his art to public attention;
he is now represented in the Collection de l'Art Brut
in Lausanne.